Well I have not completely fallen off the face of the earth. The past several weeks I have been doing some cardio, but have mentally been trying to get through alot. One of which was breaking down and weighing myself. I did it, it was terrible. Now I will work it off.

I will spare you the details, mainly b/c I just don't have the energy to rehash it all again.
My firstborn started kindergarten yesterday and I started my fire.
Sunday we went for a bike ride at a nature preserve, quite hilly, and I pulled 2nd son in the trailer almost the whole way.
Monday - shoulders and tri's
Today - legs OUCH!
Tomorrow - cardio

Ok, I will give you a small glimpse of some of the emotional/mental stuff. On one of my rides last week I was thinking about my physical condition, where my determination had gone, how I looked this time last year and just how so very much has happened in the last 6 months. That took me to where my health is physically/mentally, etc. I realized not only do I have 2 sweet boys watching and learning from me; I have Selah cheering me on in Heaven. Boy did that spark my fire.

So I'm back! Now that E has started Kindergarten - the last hump I had been trying to get over - it is time for the contiuation of ME!

Not quite ready to post weight, or even if I do, but will get some pictures to start over with again. At least I still look better than I did originally.