Excited/Nervous/Proud

Ok, it's Friday evening...there is a VERY good possibility when I step on the scale tomorrow I could make my first 20lb goal. If I don't it will not spoil my day or workout/eating plan, BUT it really really may happen. It's even more exciting because Hubs was telling me how hot I looked today, love that.
If it happens, you will know. AND I'll post a pic. I did not do before pics, but I'll find one and show you the difference.

One the picture topic. I have been preparing for a scrap weekend coming up; I am amazed when I see myself. Horrifying. I asked Hubs if he knew I had gotten that fat, his look said yes. I asked him why he never said anything, the look again and "I can never say anything to you like that." I know, it has never set well in the past. It is a tough place for him to be in. Anyway, no pictures I'm ashamed for people to see.

Till tomorrow...